here goes

Ok, here goes, I am going to make the dreaded call now. I do not know why this is so hard for me. Maybe, Martha, because you don't really want this job? Maybe because you are waiting for the Nystrom thing to work out? Maybe I will wait.
Oh, I know, I will email them. That seems much less scary. Now where is that card?
I am going to attempt to run afterwards. Ok. Here goes.